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[科幻]宿主-第61部分
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herself。 But I’d always thought of it as a hyperbole； a traditional description for something that had no
real physiological link； like a green thumb。 So I wasn’t expecting the pain in my chest。 The nausea； yes；
the swelling in my throat； yes； and； yes； the tears burning in my eyes。 But what was the ripping sensation
just under my rib cage？ It made no logical sense。
And it wasn’t just ripping； but twisting and pulling in different directions。 Because Melanie’s heart broke；
too； and it was a separate sensation； as if we’d grown another organ to pensate for our twin
awarenesses。 A double heart for a double mind。 Twice the pain。
He’s leaving；she sobbed。We’ll never see him again。 She didn’t question the fact that we were going
to die。
I wanted to weep with her； but someone had to keep her head。 I bit my hand to hold the moan back。
“That’s probably best；” Jeb said。
“I’ll need to get some things organized。…” Already Jared’s mind was far； far away from this
claustrophobic corridor。
“I’ll take over here； then。 Have a safe trip。”
“Thanks。 Guess I’ll see you when I see you； Jeb。”
“Guess so。”
Jared handed the gun back to Jeb； stood up； and brushed absently at the dust on his clothes。 Then he
was off； hurrying down the hall with his familiar quick step； his mind on other things。 Not one glance in my
direction； not one more thought for my fate。
I listened to the fading sound of his footsteps until they were gone。 Then； forgetting Jeb’s existence； I
pressed my face into my hands and sobbed。
CHAPTER 20
Freed
Jeb let me cry myself out without interrupting。 He didn’t ment all through the following sniffles。 It was
only when I’d been pletely silent for a good half hour that he spoke。
I didn’t answer。 I was too much in the habit of silence。
“You want to e out here and stretch？” he offered。 “My back is aching just thinking about that stupid
hole。”
Ironically； considering my week of maddening silence； I wasn’t in the mood for pany。 But his offer
wasn’t one I could refuse。 Before I could think about it； my hands were pulling me through the exit。
Jeb was sitting with crossed legs on the mat。 I watched him for some reaction as I shook out my arms
and legs and rolled my shoulders； but he had his eyes closed。 Like the time of Jamie’s visit； he looked
asleep。
How long had it been since I’d seen Jamie？ And how was he now？ My already sore heart gave a painful
little lurch。
“Feel better？” Jeb asked； his eyes opening。
I shrugged。
“It’s going to be okay； you know。” He grinned a wide； face…stretching grin。 “That stuff I said to Jared…
Well； I won’t say Ilied； exactly； because it’s all true if you look at it from a certain angle； but from
another angle； it wasn’t so much the truth as it was what he needed to hear。”
I just stared； I didn’t understand a word of what he was saying。
“Anyway； Jared needs a break from this。 Not from you； kid；” he added quickly； “but from the situation。
He’ll gain some perspective while he’s away。”
I wondered how he seemed to know exactly which words and phrases would cut at me。 And； more than
that； why should Jeb care if his words hurt me； or even if my back was aching and throbbing？ His
kindness toward me was frightening in its own way because it was inprehensible。 At least Jared’s
actions made sense。 Kyle’s and Ian’s murder attempts； the doctor’s cheerful eagerness to hurt
me—these behaviors also were logical。 Not kindness。 What did Jeb want from me？
“Don’t look so glum；” Jeb urged。 “There’s a bright side to this。 Jared was being real pigheaded about
you； and now that he’s temporarily out of the picture； it’s bound to make things more fortable。”
My eyebrows furrowed as I tried to decide what he meant。
“For example；” he went on。 “This space here we usually use for storage。 Now； when Jared and the guys
get back； we’re going to need someplace to put all the stuff they bring home with them。 So we might as
well find a new place for you now。 Something a little bigger； maybe？ Something with a bed？” He smiled
again as he dangled the carrot in front of me。
I waited for him to snatch it away； to tell me he was joking。
Instead； his eyes—the color of faded blue jeans—became very； very gentle。 Something about the
expression in them brought the lump back to my throat。
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I found that I couldn’t doubt the earnest look on his face。 For the second time in an hour； I put my face
in my hands and cried。
He got to his feet and patted me awkwardly on the shoulder。 He didn’t seem fortable with tears。
“There； there；” he mumbled。
I got control of myself more quickly this time。 When I wiped the wet from my eyes and smiled tentatively
at him； he nodded in approval。
“That’s a girl；” he said； patting me again。 “Now； we’ll have to hang out here until we’re sure Jared’s
really gone and can’t catch us。” He grinned conspiratorially。 “Then we’ll have some fun！”
I remembered that his idea of fun was usually along the lines of an armed standoff。
He chuckled at my expression。 “Don’t worry about it。 While we’re waiting； you might as well try to get
some rest。 I’ll bet even that skinny mattress would feel pretty good to you right now。”
I looked from his face to the mat on the floor and back。
“Go on；” he said。 “You look like you could use a good sleep。 I’ll keep watch over you。”
Touched； new moisture in my eyes； I sank down on the mat and laid my head on the pillow。 It was
heavenly； despite Jeb’s calling it thin。 I stretched out to my full height； pointing my toes and reaching out
with my fingers。 I heard my joints popping。 Then I let myself wilt into the mattress。 It felt as if it were
hugging me； erasing all the sore spots。 I sighed。
“Does me good to see that；” Jeb muttered。 “It’s like an itch you can’t scratch； knowing someone is
suffering under your own roof。”
He eased himself to the floor a few yards away and started humming quietly。 I was asleep before he’d
finished the first bar。
When I woke up； I knew that I’d been solidly asleep for a long time—a longer stretch than I’d slept
since ing here。 No pains； no frightening interruptions。 I would have felt pretty good； except that
waking on the pillow reminded me that Jared was gone。 It still smelled like him。 And in a good way； not
the way I smelled。
Back to just dreams。Melanie sighed forlornly。
I remembered my dream only vaguely； but I knew it had featured Jared； as was usual when I was able
to sleep deeply enough to dream。
“Morning； kid；” Jeb said； sounding chipper。
I peeled back my lids to look at him。 Had he sat against the wall all night？ He didn’t look tired； but I
suddenly felt guilty for monopolizing the better acmodations。
“So the guys are long gone；” he said enthusiastically。 “How ’bout a tour？” He stroked the gun slung
through a strap at his waist with an unconscious gesture。
“Now； don’t turn sissy on me。 Nobody’s going to bother you。 And you’ll need to be able to find your
way around eventually。”
He held out a hand to help me up。
I took it automatically； my head spinning as I tried to process what he was saying。 I would need to find
my way around？ Why？ And what did he mean “eventually”？ How long did he expect me to last？
He pulled me to my feet and led me forward。
I’d forgotten what it was like to move through the dark tunnels with a hand guiding me。 It was so
easy—walking barely took any concentration at all。
“Let’s see；” Jeb murmured。 “Maybe the right wing first。 Set up a decent place for you。 Then the
kitchens…” He went on planning his tour； continuing as we stepped through the narrow crevice into the
bright tunnel that led to the even brighter big room。 When the sound of voices reached us； I felt my mouth
go dry。 Jeb kept right on chatting at me； either missing or ignoring my terror。
“I’ll bet the carrots are sprouted today；” he was saying as he led me into the main plaza。 The light
blinded me； and I couldn’t see who was there； but I could feel their eyes on me。 The sudden silence was
as ominous as ever。
“Yep；” Jeb answered himself。 “Now； I always think that looks real pretty。 A nice spring green like that is
a treat to see。”
He stopped and held his hand out； inviting me to look。 I squinted in the direction he gestured； but my
eyes kept darting around the room as I waited for them to adjust。 It took a moment； but then I saw what
he was talking about。 I also saw that there were maybe fifteen people here today； all of them regarding
me with hostile eyes。 But they were busy with something else； too。
The wide； dark square that took up the center of the big cavern was no longer dark。 Half of it was fuzzy
with spring green； just as Jeb had said。 Itwas pretty。 And amazing。
No wonder no one stood on this space。 It was a garden。
“Carrots？” I whispered。
He answered at normal volume。 “This half that’s greening up。 The other half is spinach。 Should be up in a
few days。”
The people in the room had gone back to work； still peeking at me now and then but mostly
concentrating on what they were doing。 It was easy enough to understand their actions—and the big
barrel on wheels； and the hoses—now that I recognized the garden。
“Irrigating？” I whispered again。
“That’s right。 Dries out pretty quick in this heat。”
I tugged Jeb’s sleeve and squinted up at the dazzling light。 “How？”
Jeb smiled； seeming thrilled with my curiosity。 “Same way the magicians do it—with mirrors； kid。
Hundreds of ’em。 Took me long enough to get them all up there。 It’s nice to have extra hands around
here when they need cleaning。 See； there’s only four small vents in the ceiling here； and that wasn’t
enough light for what I had in mind。 What do you think of it？”
He pulled his shoulders back； proud again。
“Brilliant；” I whispered。 “Astonishing。”
Jeb grinned and nodded； enjoying my reaction。
“Let’s keep on；” he suggested。 �
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