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;'It was only a little thing�察 �too。 I had come into the parlour
unexpected�察�and as I walked in at the door I saw a light of welcome on my
wife's face。 But as she saw who it was it faded again�察 �and she turned
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away with a look of disappointment。 That was enough for me。 There
was no one but Alec Fairbairn whose step she could have mistaken for
mine。 If I could have seen him then I should have killed him�察�for I have
always been like a madman when my temper gets loose。 Mary saw the
devil's light in my eyes�察�and she ran forward with her hands on my sleeve。
;Don't�察 �Jim�察 �don't� ─ �says she。 ;Where's Sarah�拭─ �I asked。 ;In the
kitchen�察─ �says she。 ;Sarah�察─ �says I as I went in�察 �this man Fairbairn is
never to darken my door again。; ;Why not�拭─ �says she。 ;Because I
order it。; ;Oh� ─ �says she�察 �if my friends are not good enough for this
house�察�then I am not good enough for it either。; ;You can do what you
like�察─�says I�察 �but if Fairbairn shows his face here again I'll send you one
of his ears for a keepsake。; She was frightened by my face�察�I think�察�for
she never answered a word�察�and the same evening she left my house。
;'Well�察�I don't know now whether it was pure devilry on the part of this
woman�察�or whether she thought that she could turn me against my wife by
encouraging her to misbehave。 Anyway�察�she took a house just two streets
off and let lodgings to sailors。 Fairbairn used to stay there�察 �and Mary
would go round to have tea with her sister and him。 How often she went
I don't know�察 �but I followed her one day�察 �and as I broke in at the door
Fairbairn got away over the back garden wall�察�like the cowardly skunk that
he was。 I swore to my wife that I would kill her if I found her in his
company again�察�and I led her back with me�察�sobbing and trembling�察�and as
white as a piece of paper。 There was no trace of love between us any
longer。 I could see that she hated me and feared me�察 �and when the
thought of it drove me to drink�察�then she despised me as well。
;'Well�察�Sarah found that she could not make a living in Liverpool�察�so
she went back�察 �as I understand�察 �to live with her sister in Croydon�察 �and
things jogged on much the same as ever at home。 And then came this
week and all the misery and ruin。
;'It was in this way。 We had gone on the May Day for a round
voyage of seven days�察 �but a hogshead got loose and started one of our
plates�察�so that we had to put back into port for twelve hours。 I left the
ship and came home�察�thinking what a surprise it would be for my wife�察�and
hoping that maybe she would be glad to see me so soon。 The thought
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was in my head as I turned into my own street�察�and at that moment a cab
passed me�察 �and there she was�察 �sitting by the side of Fairbairn�察 �the two
chatting and laughing�察 �with never a thought for me as I stood watching
them from the footpath。
;'I tell you�察�and I give you my word for it�察�that from that moment I was
not my own master�察�and it is all like a dim dream when I look back on it。
I had been drinking hard of late�察�and the two things together fairly turned
my brain。 There's something throbbing in my head now�察�like a docker's
hammer�察 �but that morning I seemed to have all Niagara whizzing and
buzzing in my ears。
;'Well�察�I took to my heels�察�and I ran after the cab。 I had a heavy oak
stick in my hand�察�and I tell you I saw red from the first�察�but as I ran I got
cunning�察 �too�察 �and hung back a little to see them without being seen。
They pulled up soon at the railway station。 There was a good crowd
round the booking´office�察�so I got quite close to them without being seen。
They took tickets for New Brighton。 So did I�察�but I got in three carriages
behind them。 When we reached it they walked along the Parade�察�and I
was never more than a hundred yards from them。 At last I saw them hire
a boat and start for a row�察�for it was a very hot day�察�and they thought�察�no
doubt�察�that it would be cooler on the water。
;'It was just as if they had been given into my hands。 There was a bit
of a haze�察�and you could not see more than a few hundred yards。 I hired
a boat for myself�察�and I pulled after them。 I could see the blur of their
craft�察�but they were going nearly as fast as I�察�and they must have been a
long mile from the shore before I caught them up。 The haze was like a
curtain all round us�察�and there were we three in the middle of it。 My God�察�
shall I ever forget their faces when they saw who was in the boat that was
closing in upon them�拭 �She screamed out。 He swore like a madman and
jabbed at me with an oar�察�for he must have seen death in my eyes。 I got
past it and got one in with my stick that crushed his head like an egg。 I
would have spared her�察 �perhaps�察 �for all my madness�察 �but she threw her
arms round him�察 �crying out to him�察 �and calling him ;Alec。; I struck
again�察�and she lay stretched beside him。 I was like a wild beast then that
had tasted blood。 If Sarah had been there�察�by the Lord�察�she should have
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joined them。 I pulled out my knife�察 �andwell�察 �there� �I've said enough。
It gave me a kind of savage joy when I thought how Sarah would feel
when she had such signs as these of what her meddling had brought about。
Then I tied the bodies into the boat�察�stove a plank�察�and stood by until they
had sunk。 I knew very well that the owner would think that they had lost
their bearings in the haze�察�and had drifted off out to sea。 I cleaned myself
up�察�got back to land�察�and joined my ship without a soul having a suspicion
of what had passed。 That night I made up the packet for Sarah Cushing�察�
and next day I sent it from Belfast。
;'There you have the whole truth of it。 You can hang me�察�or do what
you like with me�察 �but you cannot punish me as I have been punished
already。 I cannot shut my eyes but I see those two faces staring at me
staring at me as they stared when my boat broke through the haze。 I
killed them quick�察�but they are killing me slow�察�and if I have another night
of it I shall be either mad or dead before morning。 You won't put me
alone into a cell�察 �sir�拭 �For pity's sake don't�察 �and may you be treated in
your day of agony as you treat me now。'
;What is the meaning of it�察�Watson�拭─�said Holmes solemnly as he laid
down the paper。 ;What object is served by this circle of misery and
violence and fear�拭 �It must tend to some end�察�or else our universe is ruled
by chance�察 �which is unthinkable。 But what end�拭 �There is the great
standing perennial problem to which human reason is as far from an
answer as ever。;
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