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With the suspicion which this conversation aroused fresh in my mind�察�
it was curious to hear Pamela laugh�察�as she said to me on the afternoon of
the same day�此�
;Aren't Sir Gilbert and Audrey Liston funny�拭 �I tell you what�察 �Mr。
Wynne�察�I believe they're writing a novel together。;
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;Perhaps Chillington's giving her the materials for one�察─�I suggested。
;I shouldn't think�察─ �observed Pamela in her dispassionate way�察 �that
anything very interesting had ever happened to him。;
;I thought you liked him�察─�I remarked humbly。
;So I do。 What's that got to do with it�拭─�asked Pamela。
It was beyond question that Chillington enjoyed Miss Liston's society�察�
the interest she showed in him was incense to his nostrils。 I used to
overhear fragments of his ideas about himself which he was revealing in
answer to her tactful inquiries。 But neither was it doubtful that he had by
no means lost his relish for Pamela's lighter talk�察�in fact�察�he seemed to turn
to her with some reliefperhaps it is refreshing to escape from self´
analysis�察 �even when the process is conducted in the pleasantest possible
mannerand the hours which Miss Liston gave to work were devoted by
Chillington to maintaining his cordial relations with the lady whose
comfortable and not over´ tragical disposal was taxing Miss Liston's skill。
For she had definitely decided all her plotshe told me so a few days later。
It was all planned out�察�nay�察�the scene in which the truth as to his own
feelings bursts on Sir Gilbert ��I forget at the moment what name the novel
gave him�� was�察 �I understood�察 �actually written�察 �the shallow girl was to
experience nothing worse than a wound to her vanity�察 �and was to turn�察�
with as much alacrity as decency allowed�察 �to the substitute whom Miss
Liston had now provided。 All this was poured into my sympathetic ear�察�
and I say sympathetic in all sincerity�察 �for�察 �although I may occasionally
treat Miss Liston's literary efforts with less than proper respect�察�she herself
was my friend�察�and the conviction under which she was now living would�察�
I knew�察�unless it were justified�察�bring her into much of that unhappiness in
which one generally found her heroine plunged about the end of Volume II。
The heroine generally got out all right�察�and the knowledge that she would
enabled the reader to preserve cheerfulness。 But would poor little Miss
Liston get out�拭 �I was none too sure of it。
Suddenly a change came in the state of affairs。 Pamela produced it。
It must have struck her that the increasing intimacy of Miss Liston and
Chillington might become something other than ;funny。;
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To put it briefly and metaphorically�察�she whistled her dog back to her
heels。 I am not skilled in understanding or describing the artifices of
ladies�察�but even I saw the transformation in Pamela。 She put forth her
strength and put on her prettiest gowns�察�she refused to take her place in the
sea´saw of society which Chillington had recently established for his
pleasure。 If he spent an hour with Miss Liston�察 �Pamela would have
nothing of him for a day�察 �she met his attentions with scorn unless they
were undivided。 Chillington seemed at first puzzled�察 �I believe that he
never regarded his talks with Miss Liston in other than a business point of
view�察 �but directly he understood that Pamela claimed him�察 �and that she
was prepared�察 �in case he did not obey her call�察 �to establish a grievance
against him�察�he lost no time in manifesting his obedience。 A whole day
passed in which�察 �to my certain knowledge�察 �he was not alone a moment
with Miss Liston�察�and did not�察�save at the family meals�察�exchange a word
with her。 As he walked off with Pamela�察�Miss Liston's eyes followed him
in wistful longing�察�she stole away upstairs and did not come down till five
o'clock。 Then�察�finding me strolling about with a cigarette�察�she joined me。
;Well�察�how goes the book�拭─�I asked。
;I haven't done much to it just lately�察─�she answered�察�in a low voice。
;Iit'sI don't quite know what to do with it。;
;I thought you'd settled�拭─�
;So I had�察�butoh�察�don't let's talk about it�察�Mr。 Wynne� ─�
But a moment later she went on talking about it。
;I don't know why I should make it end happily�察─�she said。 ;I'm sure
life isn't always happy�察�is it�拭─�
;Certainly not�察─�I answered。 ;You mean your man might stick to the
shallow girl after all�拭─�
;Yes�察─�I just heard her whisper。
;And be miserable afterward�拭─�I pursued。
;I don't know�察─�said Miss Liston。 ;Perhaps he wouldn't。;
;Then you must make him shallow himself。;
;I can't do that�察─�she said quickly。 ;Oh�察�how difficult it is� ─�
She may have meant merely the art of writingwhen I cordially agree
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withbut I think she meant also the way of the world which does not
make me withdraw my assent。 I left her walking up and down in front of
the drawing´room windows�察 �a rather forlorn little figure�察 �thrown into
distinctness by the cold rays of the setting sun。
All was not over yet。 That evening Chillington broke away。 Led by
vanity�察 �or interest�察 �or friendliness�察 �I know not whichtired may be of
paying court ��the attitude in which Pamela kept him���察 �and thinking it
would be pleasant to play the other part for a whileafter dinner he went
straight to Miss Liston�察�talked to her while we had coffee on the terrace�察�
and then walked about with her。 Pamela sat by me�察�she was very silent�察�
she did not appear to be angry�察�but her handsome mouth wore a resolute
expression。 Chillington and Miss Liston wandered on into the shrubbery�察�
and did not come into sight again for nearly half an hour。
;I think it's cold�察─�said Pamela�察�in her cool�察�quiet tones。 ;And it's also�察�
Mr。 Wynne�察�rather slow。 I shall go to bed。;
I thought it a little impertinent of Pamela to attribute the ;slowness;
��which had undoubtedly existed�� to me�察�so I took my revenge by saying
with an assumption of innocence purposely and obviously unreal�此�
;Oh�察 �but won't you wait and bid Miss Liston and Chillington
goodnight�拭─�
Pamela looked at me for a moment。 I made bold to smile。
Pamela's face broke slowly into an answering smile。
;I don't know what you mean�察�Mr。 Wynne�察─�said she。
;No�拭─�said I。
;No�察─ �said Pamela�察 �and she turned away。 But before she went she
looked over her shoulder�察�and still smiling�察�said�察 �Wish Miss Liston good´
night for me�察�Mr。 Wynne。 Anything I have to say to Sir Gilbert will wait
very well till to´morrow。;
She had hardly gone in when the wanderers came out of the shrubbery
and rejoined me。 Chillington wore his usual passive look�察 �but Miss
Liston's face was happy and radiant。 Chillington passed on into the
drawing room。 Miss Liston lingered a moment by me。
;Why�察 �you look�察─ �said I�察 �as if you'd invented the finest scene ever
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written。;
She did not answer me directly�察 �but stood looking up at the stars。
Then she said�察�in a dreamy tone�此�
;I think I shall stick to my old idea in the book。;
As she spoke�察 �Chillington came out。 Even in the dim light I saw a
frown on his face。
;I say�察�Wynne�察─�said he�察 �where's Miss Myles�拭─�
;She's gone to bed�察─ �I answered。 ;She told me to wish you good
night for her�察�Miss Liston。 No message for you�察�Chillington。;
Miss Liston's eyes were on him。 He took no notice of her�察�he stood
frowning for an instant�察 �then�察 �with some muttered ejaculation�察 �he strode
back into the house。 We heard his heavy tread across the drawing room�察�
we heard the door slammed behind him�察 �and I found myself looking on
Miss Liston's altered face。
;What does he want her for�察�I wonder� ─�she said�察�in an agitation that
made my presence�察�my thoughts�察�my suspicions�察�nothing to her。 ;He said
nothing to me about wanting to speak to her to´ night。; And she walked
slowly into the house�察�her eyes on the ground�察�and all the light gone from
her face�察�and the joy dead in it。 Whereupon I�察�left alone�察�began to rail at
the gods that a dear�察 �silly little soul like Miss Liston should bother her
poor�察�silly little head about a hulking fool�察�in which reflections I did�察�of
course�察 �immense injustice not only to an eminent author�察 �but also to a
perfectly honorable�察 �though somewhat
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