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energy was she; there was nothing starved nor stinted in feature or

outline; she awakened desire; it seemed to me that there was some

passion in her yet stronger than love。 I was taken with her。 It was a

long while since my heart had throbbed; so I was paid then and there

for I would give a thousand francs for a sensation that should bring

me back memories of youth。



〃 ' 〃Monsieur;〃 she said; finding a chair for me; 〃will you be so good

as to wait?〃



〃 ' 〃Until this time to…morrow; madame;〃 I said; folding up the bill

again。 〃I cannot legally protest this bill any sooner。〃 And within

myself I said〃Pay the price of your luxury; pay for your name; pay

for your ease; pay for the monopoly which you enjoy! The rich have

invented judges and courts of law to secure their goods; and the

guillotinethat candle in which so many lie in silk; under silken

coverlets; there is remorse; and grinding of teeth beneath a smile;

and those fantastical lions' jaws are gaping to set their fangs in

your heart。〃



〃 ' 〃Protest the bill! Can you mean it?〃 she cried; with her eyes upon

me; 〃could you have so little consideration for me?〃



〃 ' 〃If the King himself owed money to me; madame; and did not pay it;

I should summons him even sooner than any other debtor。〃



〃 'While we were speaking; somebody tapped gently at the door。



〃 ' 〃I cannot see any one;〃 she cried imperiously。



〃 ' 〃But; Anastasie; I particularly wish to speak to you。〃



〃 ' 〃Not just now; dear;〃 she answered in a milder tone; but with no

sign of relenting。



〃 ' 〃What nonsense! You are talking to some one;〃 said the voice; and

in came a man who could only be the Count。



〃 'The Countess gave me a glance。 I saw how it was。 She was thoroughly

in my power。 There was a time; when I was young; and might perhaps

have been stupid enough not to protest the bill。 At Pondicherry; in

1763; I let a woman off; and nicely she paid me out afterwards。 I

deserved it; what call was there for me to trust her?



〃 ' 〃What does this gentleman want?〃 asked the Count。



〃 'I could see that the Countess was trembling from head to foot; the

white satin skin of her throat was rough; 〃turned to goose flesh;〃 to

use the familiar expression。 As for me; I laughed in myself without

moving a muscle。



〃 ' 〃This gentleman is one of my tradesmen;〃 she said。



〃 'The Count turned his back on me; I drew the bill half out of my

pocket。 After that inexorable movement; she came over to me and put a

diamond into my hands。 〃Take it;〃 she said; 〃and be gone。〃



〃 'We exchanged values; and I made my bow and went。 The diamond was

quite worth twelve hundred francs to me。 Out in the courtyard I saw a

swarm of flunkeys; brushing out their liveries; waxing their boots;

and cleaning sumptuous equipages。



〃 ' 〃This is what brings these people to me!〃 said I to myself。 〃It is

to keep up this kind of thing that they steal millions with all due

formalities; and betray their country。 The great lord; and the little

man who apes the great lord; bathes in mud once for all to save

himself a splash or two when he goes afoot through the streets。〃



〃 'Just then the great gates were opened to admit a cabriolet。 It was

the same young fellow who had brought the bill to me。



〃 ' 〃Sir;〃 I said; as he alighted; 〃here are two hundred francs; which

I beg you to return to Mme。 la Comtesse; and have the goodness to tell

her that I hold the pledge which she deposited with me this morning at

her disposition for a week。〃



〃 'He took the two hundred francs; and an ironical smile stole over

his face; it was as if he had said; 〃Aha! so she has paid it; has she?

。 。 。 Faith; so much the better!〃 I read the Countess' future in his

face。 That good…looking; fair…haired young gentleman is a heartless

gambler; he will ruin himself; ruin her; ruin her husband; ruin the

children; eat up their portions; and work more havoc in Parisian

salons than a whole battery of howitzers in a regiment。



〃 'I went back to see Mlle。 Fanny in the Rue Montmartre; climbed a

very steep; narrow staircase; and reached a two…roomed dwelling on the

fifth floor。 Everything was as neat as a new ducat。 I did not see a

speck of dust on the furniture in the first room; where Mlle。 Fanny

was sitting。 Mlle。 Fanny herself was a young Parisian girl; quietly

dressed; with a delicate fresh face; and a winning look。 The

arrangement of her neatly brushed chestnut hair in a double curve on

her forehead lent a refined expression to blue eyes; clear as crystal。

The broad daylight streaming in through the short curtains against the

window pane fell with softened light on her girlish face。 A pile of

shaped pieces of linen told me that she was a sempstress。 She looked

like a spirit of solitude。 When I held out the bill; I remarked that

she had not been at home when I called in the morning。



〃 ' 〃But the money was left with the porter's wife;〃 said she。



〃 'I pretended not to understand。



〃 ' 〃You go out early; mademoiselle; it seems。〃



〃 ' 〃I very seldom leave my room; but when you work all night; you are

obliged to take a bath sometimes。〃



〃 'I looked at her。 A glance told me all about her life。 Here was a

girl condemned by misfortune to toil; a girl who came of honest farmer

folk; for she had still a freckle or two that told of country birth。

There was an indefinable atmosphere of goodness about her; I felt as

if I were breathing sincerity and frank innocence。 It was refreshing

to my lungs。 Poor innocent child; she had faith in something; there

was a crucifix and a sprig or two of green box above her poor little

painted wooden bedstead; I felt touched; or somewhat inclined that

way。 I felt ready to offer to charge no more than twelve per cent; and

so give something towards establishing her in a good way of business。



〃 ' 〃But maybe she has a little youngster of a cousin;〃 I said to

myself; 〃who would raise money on her signature and sponge on the poor

girl。〃



〃 'So I went away; keeping my generous impulses well under control;

for I have frequently had occasion to observe that when benevolence

does no harm to him who gives it; it is the ruin of him who takes。

When you came in I was thinking that Fanny Malvaut would make a nice

little wife; I was thinking of the contrast between her pure; lonely

life and the life of the Countessshe has sunk as low as a bill of

exchange already; she will sink to the lowest depths of degradation

before she has done!'I scrutinized him during the deep silence that

followed; but in a moment he spoke again。 'Well;' he said; 'do you

think that it is nothing to have this power of insight into the

deepest recesses of the human heart; to embrace so many lives; to see

the naked truth underlying it all? There are no two dramas alike:

there are hideous sores; deadly chagrins; love scenes; misery that

soon will lie under the ripples of the Seine; young men's joys that

lead to the scaffold; the laughter of despair; and sumptuous banquets。

Yesterday it was a tragedy。 A worthy soul of a father drowned himself

because he could not support his family。 To…morrow is a comedy; some

youngster will try to rehearse the scene of M。 Dimanche; brought up to

date。 You have heard the people extol the eloquence of our latter day

preachers; now and again I have wasted my time by going to hear them;

they produced a change in my opinions; but in my conduct (as somebody

said; I can't recollect his name); in my conductnever!Well; well;

these good priests and your Mirabeaus and Vergniauds and the rest of

them; are mere stammering beginners compared with these orators of

mine。



〃 'Often it is some girl in love; some gray…headed merchant on the

verge of bankruptcy; some mother with a son's wrong…doing to conceal;

some starving artist; some great man whose influence is on the wane;

and; for lack of money; is like to lose the fruit of all his labors

the power of their pleading has made me shudder。 Sublime actors such

as these play for me; for an audience of one; and they cannot deceive

me。 I can look into their inmost thoughts; and read them as God reads

them。 Nothing is hidden from me。 Nothing is refused to the holder of

the purse…strings to loose and to bind。 I am rich enough to buy the

consciences of those who control the action of ministers; from their

office boys to their mistresses。 Is not that power?I can possess the

fairest women; receive their softest caresses; is not that Pleasure?

And is not your whole social economy summed up in terms of Power and

Pleasure?



〃 'There are ten of us in Paris; silent; unknown kings; the arbiters

of your destinies。 What is life but a machine set in motion by money?

Know this for certainmethods are always confounded with results; you

will never succeed in separating the soul from the senses; spirit from

matter。 Gold is the spiritual basis of existing society。The ten of

us are bound by the ties of common interest; we meet on certain days

of the week at the Cafe Themis near the Pont Neuf; and there; in

conclave; we reveal the mysteries of finance。 No fortune can deceive

us; we are in possession of family secrets in all directions。 We keep

a kind of Black Book; in which we note the most important bills

issued; drafts on public credit; or on banks; or given and taken in

the course of business。 We are the Casuists of the Paris Bourse; a

kind of Inquisition weighing and analyzing the most insignificant

actions of every man of any fortune; and our forecasts are infallible。

One of us looks out over the judicial world; one over the financial;

another surveys the administrative; and yet another the business

world。 I myself keep an eye on eldest sons; artists; people in the

great world; and gamblerson the most sensational side of Paris。

Every one who comes to us lets us into his neighbor's secrets。

Thwarted passion and mortified vanity are great babblers。 Vice and

disappo
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