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kerchiefs�察�as though to signal to us to stop。
;I think�察�Master�察─�said Kari�察 �that some have entered the sun´room at
your house。;
I nodded and watched the men who galloped and waved。 For some minutes
I watched them till suddenly I saw that the ship was altering her
course so that her bow pointed first one way and then another�察�as
though she were no longer being steered。 We ran aft to learn the
cause�察�and found this。
That crew of dastards�察�every man of them and the captain with them��
had drawn up the boat in which Kari and I came aboard�察�that was still
tied to the ship's stern�察�and slid down the rope into her�察�purposing
to win ashore before it was too late。 Kari smiled as though he were
not astonished�察�but in my rage I shouted at them�察�calling them curs
and traitors。 I think that the captain heard my words for I saw him
turn his head and look away as though in shame�察�but not the others。
They were engaged in hunting for the oars�察�only to find them gone�察�for
it would seem that they had been washed or had fallen overboard。
Then they tried to set some kind of sail by aid of a boathook�察�but
while they were doing this�察�the boat�察�which had drifted side on to the
great waves raised by the gale upon the face of the broad river��
overturned。 I saw some of the men clinging to the boat and one or two
scrambling on to her keel�察�but what chanced to them and the others I
do not know�察�who had rushed to the steering gear to set the ship upon
her course again�察�lest her fate should be that of the boat�察�or we
should go ashore and be captured by those who galloped on the bank�察�or
be drowned。 This was the last I ever saw or heard of the crew of the
/Blanche/。
The ship's bow came round and�察�driven by the ever´increasing gale�察�she
rushed on her course towards the sea�察�bearing us with her�察�two weak
and lonely men。
;Kari�察─�I said�察 �what shall we do�拭�Try to run ashore�察�or sail on�拭�
He thought awhile then answered�察�pointing to those who galloped�察�now
but tiny figures on the distant bank��
;Master�察�yonder is death�察�sure death�察�and yonder�察─�here he pointed to
the sea�察 �is deathperhaps。 Master�察�you have a God�察�and I�察�Kari�察�have
another God�察�mayhap same God with different name。 I sayTrust our
Gods and sail on�察�for Gods better than men。 If we die in water�察�what
matter�拭�Water softer than rope�察�but I think not die。;
I nodded�察�for the reasoning seemed good。 Rather would I be drowned
than fall into the hands of those who were galloping on the shore�察�to
be dragged back to London and a felon's doom。
So I pressed upon the tiller to bring the /Blanche/ more into mid´
channel�察�and headed for the sea。 Wider and wider grew the estuary and
farther and farther away the shores as the /Blanche/ scudded on
beneath her small sails with the weight of the gale behind her�察�till
at last there was the open sea。
Within a few feet of the tiller was a deck´house�察�in which the crew
ate�察�built of solid oak and clamped with iron。 Here was food in
plenty�察�ale�察�too�察�and with these we filled ourselves。 Also�察�leaving
Kari to hold the tiller�察�I took off my armour and in place of it
clothed myself in the rough sea garments that lay about with tall
greased boots�察�and then sent him to do likewise。
Soon we lost sight of land and were climbing the great ocean billows��
whose foamy crests rolled and spurted wherever the eye fell。 We could
set no course but must go where the gale drove us�察�away�察�away we knew
not whither。 As I have said�察�the /Blanche/ was new and strong and the
best ship that ever I had sailed in upon a heavy sea。 Moreover�察�her
hatches were closed down�察�for this the sailors had done after we
weighed�察�so she rode the waters like a duck�察�taking no harm。 Oh� �well
it was for me that from my childhood I had had to do with ships and
the sailing of them�察�and flying from the following waves thus was able
to steer and keep the /Blanche's/ poop right in the wind�察�which seemed
to blow first from one quarter and then from that。
Now over my memory of these events there comes a great confusion and
sense of amazement。 All became fragmentary and disjointed�察�separated
also by what seemed to be considerable periods of timedays or weeks
perhaps。 There was a sense of endless roaring seas before which the
ship fled on and on�察�driven by a screaming gale that I noted dimly
seemed to blow first from the northwest and then steadily from the
east。
I see myself�察�very distinctly�察�lashing the tiller to iron rings that
were screwed in the deck beams�察�and know that I did this because I was
too weak to hold it any longer and desired to set it so that the
/Blanche/ should continue to drive straight before the gale。 I see
myself lying in the deck´house of which I have spoken�察�while Kari fed
me with food and water and sometimes thrust into my mouth little
pellets of I knew not what�察�which he took from the leathern bag he
wore about him。 I remembered that bag。 It had been on his person when
I rescued him at the quay�察�for I had seen it first as he washed
himself afterwards�察�half full of something�察�and wondered what it
contained。 Later�察�I had seen it in his hand again when we left my
house after the death of Blanche。 I noted that whenever he gave me one
of these pellets I seemed to grow strong for a while�察�and then to fall
into sleep�察�deep and prolonged。
After more daysor weeks�察�I began to behold marvels and to hear
strange voices。 I thought that I was talking with my mother and with
my patron�察�St。 Hubert�察�also that Blanche came to me and explained
everything�察�showing how little she had been to blame for all that had
happened to me and her。 These things made me certain that I was dead
and I was glad to be dead�察�since now I knew there would be no more
pain or strivings�察�that the endeavours which make up life from hour to
hour had ceased and that rest was won。 Only then appeared my uncle��
John Grimmer�察�who kept quoting his favourite text at me;Vanity of
vanities。 All is vanity�察─�he said�察�adding�此 �Did I not tell you that it
was thus years ago�拭�Now you have learned it for yourself。 Only�察�Nephew
Hubert�察�don't think that you have finished with vanities yet�察�as I
have�察�for I say that there are plenty more to come for you。;
Thus he seemed to talk on about this and other matters�察�such as what
would happen to his wealth and whether the hospitals would be quick to
seize the lands to which he had given it the reversion�察�till I grew
quite tired of him and wished that he would go away。
Then at length there was a great crash that I think disturbed him�察�for
he did go�察�saying that it was only another ;vanity�察─�after which I
seemed to fall asleep for weeks and weeks。
I woke up again for a warmth and brightness on my face caused me to
open my eyes。 I lifted my hand to shield them from the brightness and
noted with a kind of wonder that it was so thin that the light shone
through it as it does through parchment�察�and that the bones were
visible beneath the skin。 I let it fall from weakness�察�and it dropped
on to hair which I knew must be that of a beard�察�which set me
wondering�察�for it had been my fashion to go clean´shaven。 How�察�then��
did I come by a beard�拭�I looked about me and saw that I was lying on
the deck of a ship�察�yes�察�of the /Blanche/ itself�察�for I knew the shape
of her stern�察�also certain knots in one of the uprights of the deck´
house that formed a rude resemblance to a human face。 Nothing of this
deck´house was left now�察�except the corner posts between which I lay��
and to the tops of these was lashed a piece of canvas as though to
keep off the sun and the weather。
With difficulty I lifted my head a little and looked about me。 The
bulwarks of the ship had gone�察�but some of the uprights to which the
planks had been nailed remained�察�and between them I perceived tall´
stemmed trees with tufts of great leaves at the top of them�察�which
trees seemed to be within a few yards of me。 Bright´winged birds flew
about them and in their crowns I saw apes such as the sailors used to
bring home from Barbary。 It would seem�察�then�察�that I must be in a
river ��in fact�察�it was a little bay or creek�察�on either side of which
these trees appeared��。
Noting these and the creeping plants with beautiful flowers�察�such as I
had never seen�察�that climbed up them�察�and the sweet scents that
floated on the air�察�and the clear light�察�now I grew sure that I was
dead and had reached Paradise。 Only then how came it that I still lay
on the ship�察�for never had I heard that such things also went to
Paradise�拭�Nay�察�I must dream�察�it was nothing but a dream that I wished
were true�察�remembering as I did the terrors of that gale´tossed sea。
Or�察�if I did not dream�察�then I was in some new world。
While I mused thus I heard a sound of soft footsteps and presently saw
a figure bending over me。 It was Kari�察�very thin and hollow´eyed��
much�察�indeed�察�as he had been when I found him on the quay in London��
but still Kari without doubt。 He looked at me in his grave fashion��
then said softly��
;Master awake�拭�
;Yes�察�Kari�察─�I said�察 �but tell me�察�where am I�拭�
He did not answer at once but went away and returned presently with a
bowl from which he bade me drink�察�holding it to my lips。 I did so��
swallowing what seemed to be broth though I thought it strangely
flavoured�察�after which I felt much stronger�察�for whatever was in that
broth ran through my veins like wine。 At last he spoke in his queer
English。
;Master�察─�he said�察 �when we still in Thames River�察�you ask me whether
we should run ashore into the hands of the hunters who try to catch
us�察�or sail on。 I answer�察�'You have God and I have God and better fall
into hands of gods than into hands of men。' So we sail on into the big
storm。 For long we sail�察�and though once it turn�察�always the
great wind blew�察�behind us。 You grow weak and your mind leave you�察�but
I keep you alive with medicine that I have and for many days I stay
awake and steer。 Then at last my mind leave me�察�too�察�and I know no
more。 Three days ago I wake up and find the ship in this place。 Then I
eat more medicine and get strength�察�also food from people on the shore
who think us gods。 That all the story�察�except that you live�察�not die。
Your God and my God bring us here safe。;
;Yes�察�Kari�察�but whe
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