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swilled it down with the coffee。
The Child drew a pail of water�察 �turned up her sleeves�察 �frowning the
while at her arms�察�as if to scold them for being so thin�察�so much like little
stunted twigs�察�and began to mop over the floor。
;Stop sousing about the water while I'm here�察─ �grumbled the Man。
;Stop the baby snivelling�察�it's been going on like that all night。;
The Child gathered the baby into her lap and sat rocking him。
;Tststs�察─�she said。 ;He's cutting his eye teeth�察�that's what makes
him cry so。 AND dribbleI never seen a baby dribble like this one。;
She wiped his mouth and nose with a corner of her skirt。 ;Some babies
get their teeth without you knowing it�察─�she went on�察 �and some take on
this way all the time。 I once heard of a baby that died�察�and they found all
it's teeth in its stomach。;
The Man got up�察�unhooked his cloak from the back of the door�察�and
flung it round him。
;There's another coming�察─�said he。
;Whata tooth� ─ �exclaimed the Child�察 �startled for the first time that
morning out of her dreadful heaviness�察 �and thrusting her finger into the
baby's mouth。
;No�察─�he said grimly�察 �another baby。 Now�察�get on with your work�察�it's
time the others got up for school。; She stood a moment quite silently�察�
hearing his heavy steps on the stone passage�察 �then the gravel walk�察 �and
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finally the slam of the front gate。
;Another baby� �Hasn't she finished having them YET�拭─�thought the
Child。 ;Two babies getting eye teethtwo babies to get up for in the
nighttwo babies to carry about and wash their little piggy clothes� ─ �She
looked with horror at the one in her arms�察�who�察�seeming to understand the
contemptuous loathing of her tired glance�察�doubled his fists�察�stiffened his
body�察�and began violently screaming。
;Tststs。; She laid him on the settle and went back to her floor´
washing。 He never ceased crying for a moment�察�but she got quite used to
it and kept time with her broom。 Oh�察�how tired she was� �Oh�察�the heavy
broom handle and the burning spot just at the back of her neck that ached
so�察�and a funny little fluttering feeling just at the back of her waistband�察�as
though something were going to break。
The clock struck six。 She set the pan of milk in the oven�察�and went
into the next room to wake and dress the three children。 Anton and Hans
lay together in attitudes of mutual amity which certainly never existed out
of their sleeping hours。 Lena was curled up�察 �her knees under her chin�察�
only a straight�察�standing´up pigtail of hair showing above the bolster。
;Get up�察─�cried the Child�察�speaking in a voice of immense authority�察�
pulling off the bedclothes and giving the boys sundry pokes and digs。
;I've been calling you this last half´hour。 It's late�察�and I'll tell on you if
you don't get dressed this minute。;
Anton awoke sufficiently to turn over and kick Hans on a tender part�察�
whereupon Hans pulled Lena's pigtail until she shrieked for her mother。
;Oh�察 �do be quiet�察─ �whispered the Child。 ;Oh�察 �do get up and dress。
You know what will happen。 ThereI'll help you。;
But the warning came too late。 The Frau got out of bed�察�walked in a
determined fashion into the kitchen�察 �returning with a bundle of twigs in
her hand fastened together with a strong cord。 One by one she laid the
children across her knee and severely beat them�察�expending a final burst of
energy on the Child´Who´Was´Tired�察 �then returned to bed�察 �with a
comfortable sense of her maternal duties in good working order for the
day。 Very subdued�察 �the three allowed themselves to be dressed and
washed by the Child�察 �who even laced the boys' boots�察 �having found
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through experience that if left to themselves they hopped about for at least
five minutes to find a comfortable ledge for their foot�察�and then spat on
their hands and broke the bootlaces。
While she gave them their breakfast they became uproarious�察�and the
baby would not cease crying。 When she filled the tin kettle with milk�察�
tied on the rubber teat�察 �and�察 �first moistening it herself�察 �tried with little
coaxing words to make him drink�察�he threw the bottle on to the floor and
trembled all over。
;Eye teeth� ─�shouted Hans�察�hitting Anton over the head with his empty
cup�察 �he's getting the evil´eye teeth�察�I should say。;
;Smarty� ─�retorted Lena�察�poking out her tongue at him�察�and then�察�when
he promptly did the same�察�crying at the top of her voice�察 �Mother�察�Hans is
making faces at me� ─�
;That's right�察─�said Hans�察 �go on howling�察�and when you're in bed to´
night I'll wait till you're asleep�察�and then I'll creep over and take a little
tiny piece of your arm and twist and twist it until; He leant over the
table making the most horrible faces at Lena�察�not noticing that Anton was
standing behind his chair until the little boy bent over and spat on his
brother's shaven head。
;Oh�察�weh� �oh�察�weh� ─�
The Child´Who´Was´Tired pushed and pulled them apart�察 �muffled
them into their coats�察�and drove them out of the house。
;Hurry�察 �hurry� �the second bell's rung�察─ �she urged�察 �knowing perfectly
well she was telling a story�察�and rather exulting in the fact。 She washed
up the breakfast things�察 �then went down to the cellar to look out the
potatoes and beetroot。
Such a funny�察 �cold place the coal cellar� �With potatoes banked on
one corner�察�beetroot in an old candle box�察�two tubs of sauerkraut�察�and a
twisted mass of dahlia rootsthat looked as real as though they were
fighting one another�察�thought the Child。
She gathered the potatoes into her skirt�察 �choosing big ones with few
eyes because they were easier to peel�察�and bending over the dull heap in
the silent cellar�察�she began to nod。
;Here�察�you�察�what are you doing down there�拭─�cried the Frau�察�from the
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top of the stairs。 ;The baby's fallen off the settle�察�and got a bump as big
as an egg over his eye。 Come up here�察�and I'll teach you� ─�
;It wasn't meit wasn't me� ─�screamed the Child�察�beaten from one side
of the hall to the other�察�so that the potatoes and beetroot rolled out of her
skirt。
The Frau seemed to be as big as a giant�察 �and there was a certain
heaviness in all her movements that was terrifying to anyone so small。
;Sit in the corner�察�and peel and wash the vegetables�察�and keep the baby
quiet while I do the washing。;
Whimpering she obeyed�察 �but as to keeping the baby quiet�察 �that was
impossible。 His face was hot�察�little beads of sweat stood all over his head�察�
and he stiffened his body and cried。 She held him on her knees�察�with a
pan of cold water beside her for the cleaned vegetables and the ;ducks'
bucket; for the peelings。
;Tststs� ─ �she crooned�察 �scraping and boring�察 �there's going to be
another soon�察�and you can't both keep on crying。 Why don't you go to
sleep�察�baby�拭 �I would�察�if I were you。 I'll tell you a dream。 Once upon
a time there was a little white road;
She shook back her head�察�a great lump ached in her throat and then the
tears ran down her face on to the vegetables。
;That's no good�察─ �said the Child�察 �shaking them away。 ;Just stop
crying until I've finished this�察�baby�察�and I'll walk you up and down。;
But by that time she had to peg out the washing for the Frau。 A wind
had sprung up。 Standing on tiptoe in the yard�察�she almost felt she would
be blown away。 There was a bad smell coming from the ducks' coop�察�
which was half full of manure water�察�but away in the meadow she saw the
grass blowing like little green hairs。 And she remembered having heard
of a child who had once played for a whole day in just such a meadow
with real sausages and beer for her dinnerand not a little bit of tiredness。
Who had told her that story�拭 �She could not remember�察�and yet it was so
plain。
The wet clothes flapped in her face as she pegged them�察�danced and
jigged on the line�察�bulged out and twisted。 She walked back to the house
with lagging steps�察�looking longingly at the grass in the meadow。
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;What must I do now�察�please�拭─�she said。
;Make the beds and hang the baby's mattress out of the window�察�then
get the wagon and take him for a little walk along the road。 In front of
the house�察�mindwhere I can see you。 Don't stand there�察�gaping� �Then
come in when I call you and help me cu
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