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was learning to care�拭 �From Solomons's she bade the man drive to the
shop in Cranbourne Street where she was accustomed to purchase the
materials she used in painting�察�and Fate�察�which uses strange agents to work
out its ends�察�so directed it that the cabman stopped a few doors below this
shop�察 �and opposite one where jewelry and other personal effects were
bought and sold。 At any other time�察�or had she been in any other mood�察�
what followed might not have occurred�察 �but Fate�察 �in the person of the
cabman�察�arranged it so that the hour and the opportunity came together。
There were some old mezzotints in the window of the loan shop�察 �a
string of coins and medals�察�a row of new French posters�察�and far down to
the front a tray filled with gold and silver cigarette´ cases and watches and
rings。 It occurred to Helen�察�who was still bent on making restitution for
her neglect�察�that a cigarette´case would be more appropriate for a man than
flowers�察�and more lasting。 And she scanned the contents of the window
with the eye of one who now saw in everything only something which
might give Philip pleasure。 The two objects of value in the tray upon
which her eyes first fell were the gold seal´ring with which Philip had
sealed his letters to her�察�and�察�lying next to it�察�his gold watch� �There was
something almost human in the way the ring and watch spoke to her from
the pastin the way they appealed to her to rescue them from the
surroundings to which they had been abandoned。 She did not know what
she meant to do with them nor how she could return them to Philip�察�but
there was no question of doubt in her manner as she swept with a rush into
the shop。 There was no attempt�察�either�察�at bargaining in the way in which
she pointed out to the young woman behind the counter the particular ring
and watch she wanted。 They had not been left as collateral�察�the young
woman said�察�they had been sold outright。
;Then any one can buy them�拭─ �Helen asked eagerly。 ;They are for
sale to the publicto any one�拭─�
The young woman made note of the customer's eagerness�察�but with
an unmoved countenance。
;Yes�察�miss�察�they are for sale。 The ring is four pounds and the watch
twenty´five。;
;Twenty´nine pounds� ─�Helen gasped。
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That was more money than she had in the world�察�but the fact did not
distress her�察�for she had a true artistic disregard for ready money�察�and the
absence of it had never disturbed her。 But now it assumed a sudden and
alarming value。 She had ten pounds in her purse and ten pounds at her
studiothese were just enough to pay for a quarter's rent and the rates�察�and
there was a hat and cloak in Bond Street which she certainly must have。
Her only assets consisted of the possibility that some one might soon order
a miniature�察�and to her mind that was sufficient。 Some one always had
ordered a miniature�察�and there was no reasonable doubt but that some one
would do it again。 For a moment she questioned if it would not be
sufficient if she bought the ring and allowed the watch to remain。 But
she recognized that the ring meant more to her than the watch�察�while the
latter�察 �as an old heirloom which had been passed down to him from a
great´grandfather�察�meant more to Philip。 It was for Philip she was doing
this�察 �she reminded herself。 She stood holding his possessions�察 �one in
each hand�察�and looking at the young woman blankly。 She had no doubt
in her mind that at least part of the money he had received for them had
paid for the flowers he had sent to her in Scotland。 The certainty of this
left her no choice。 She laid the ring and watch down and pulled the only
ring she possessed from her own finger。 It was a gift from Lady Gower。
She had no doubt that it was of great value。
;Can you lend me some money on that�拭─�she asked。 It was the first
time she had conducted a business transaction of this nature�察�and she felt
as though she were engaging in a burglary。
;We don't lend money�察�miss�察─�the girl said�察 �we buy outright。 I can
give you twenty´eight shillings for this�察─�she added。
;Twenty´eight shillings�察─�Helen gasped�察 �why�察�it is worthoh�察�ever so
much more than that� ─�
;That is all it is worth to us�察─ �the girl answered。 She regarded the
ring indifferently and laid it away from her on the counter。 The action
was final。
Helen's hands rose slowly to her breast�察�where a pretty watch dangled
from a bowknot of crushed diamonds。 It was her only possession�察 �and
she was very fond of it。 It also was the gift of one of the several great
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ladies who had adopted her since her residence in London。 Helen had
painted a miniature of this particular great lady which had looked so
beautiful that the pleasure which the original of the portrait derived from
the thought that she still really looked as she did in the miniature was
worth more to her than many diamonds。
But it was different with Helen�察�and no one could count what it cost
her to tear away her one proud possession。
;What will you give me for this�拭─�she asked defiantly。
The girl's eyes showed greater interest。 ;I can give you twenty
pounds for that�察─�she said。
;Take it�察�please�察─�Helen begged�察�as though she feared if she kept it a
moment longer she might not be able to make the sacrifice。
;That will be enough now�察─�she went on�察�taking out her ten´pound note。
She put Lady Gower's ring back upon her finger and picked up Philip's
ring and watch with the pleasure of one who has come into a great fortune。
She turned back at the door。
;Oh�察─�she stammered�察 �in case any one should inquire�察�you are not to
say who bought these。;
;No�察�miss�察�certainly not�察─�said the woman。 Helen gave the direction
to the cabman and�察�closing the doors of the hansom�察�sat looking down at
the watch and the ring�察�as they lay in her lap。 The thought that they had
been his most valued possessions�察�which he had abandoned forever�察�and
that they were now entirely hers�察�to do with as she liked�察�filled her with
most intense delight and pleasure。 She took up the heavy gold ring and
placed it on the little finger of her left hand�察�it was much too large�察�and she
removed it and balanced it for a moment doubtfully in the palm of her
right hand。 She was smiling�察 �and her face was lit with shy and tender
thoughts。 She cast a quick glance to the left and right as though fearful
that people passing in the street would observe her�察�and then slipped the
ring over the fourth finger of her left hand。 She gazed at it with a guilty
smile and then�察 �covering it hastily with her other hand�察 �leaned back�察�
clasping it closely�察�and sat frowning far out before her with puzzled eyes。
To Carroll all roads led past Helen's studio�察 �and during the summer�察�
while she had been absent in Scotland it was one of his sad pleasures to
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make a pilgrimage to her street and to pause opposite the house and look
up at the empty windows of her rooms。
It was during this daily exercise that he learned�察�through the arrival of
her luggage�察�of her return to London�察�and when day followed day without
her having shown any desire to see him or to tell him of her return he
denounced himself most bitterly as a fatuous fool。
At the end of the week he sat down and considered his case quite
calmly。 For three years he had loved this girl�察�deeply and tenderly。 He
had been lover�察 �brother�察 �friend�察 �and guardian。 During that time�察 �even
though she had accepted him in every capacity except as that of the
prospective husband�察 �she had never given him any real affection�察 �nor
sympathy�察�nor help�察�all she had done for him had been done without her
knowledge or intent。 To know her�察�to love her�察�and to scheme to give her
pleasure had been its own reward�察 �and the only one。 For the last few
months he had been living like a crossing´sweeper in order to be able to
stay in London until she came back to it�察�and that he might still send her
the gifts he had always laid on her altar。 He had not seen her in three
months。 Three months that had been to him a blank�察�except for his work´
´which like all else that he did�察�was inspired and carried on for her。 Now
at last she had returned and had shown that�察�even as a friend�察�he was of so
little account in her thoughts�察�of so little consequence in her life�察�that after
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