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the victual that He has provided。 Allah is great�察 �no doubt�察 �and
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Juxtaposition his prophet。 Ah�察�but the women�察�alas� �they don't look at it
that way。 Juxtaposition is great��but�察 �my friend�察 �I fear me�察 �the maiden
Hardly would thank or acknowledge the lover that sought to obtain her�察�
Not as the thing he would wish�察�but the thing he must even put up with�察�
Hardly would tender her hand to the wooer that candidly told her That she
is but for a space�察�an ad´interim solace and pleasure�察�That in the end she
shall yield to a perfect and absolute something�察�Which I then for myself
shall behold�察 �and not another�察 �Which amid fondest endearments�察�
meantime I forget not�察�forsake not Ah�察�ye feminine souls�察�so loving�察�and so
exacting�察�Since we cannot escape�察�must we even submit to deceive you�拭�
Since�察�so cruel is truth�察�sincerity shocks and revolts you�察�Will you have us
your slaves to lie to you�察�flatter andleave you�拭�
VII。 Claude to Eustace。
Juxtaposition is great��but�察�you tell me�察�affinity greater。 Ah�察�my friend�察�
there are many affinities�察�greater and lesser�察�Stronger and weaker�察�and each�察�
by the favour of juxtaposition�察�Potent�察�efficient�察�in force��for a time�察�but
none�察�let me tell you�察�Save by the law of the land and the ruinous force of
the will�察�ah�察�None�察�I fear me�察�at last quite sure to be final and perfect。 Lo�察�
as I pace in the street�察�from the peasant´girl to the princess�察�Homo sum�察�
nihil humani a me alienum puto�察�Vir sum�察�nihil faeminei��and e'en to the
uttermost circle�察�All that is Nature's is I�察�and I all things that are Nature's。
Yes�察�as I walk�察�I behold�察�in a luminous�察�large intuition�察�That I can be and
become anything that I meet with or look at�此�I am the ox in the dray�察�the
ass with the garden´stuff panniers�察�I am the dog in the doorway�察�the kitten
that plays in the window�察�On sunny slab of the ruin the furtive and fugitive
lizard�察�Swallow above me that twitters�察�and fly that is buzzing about me�察�
Yea�察�and detect�察�as I go�察�by a faint but a faithful assurance�察�E'en from the
stones of the street�察 �as from rocks or trees of the forest�察 �Something of
kindred�察�a common�察�though latent vitality�察�greets me�察�And to escape from
our strivings�察�mistakings�察�misgrowths�察�and perversions�察�Fain could demand
to return to that perfect and primitive silence�察�Fain be enfolded and fixed�察�
as of old�察�in their rigid embraces。
VIII。 Claude to Eustace。
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And as I walk on my way�察 �I behold them consorting and coupling�察�
Faithful it seemeth�察�and fond�察�very fond�察�very probably faithful�察�All as I go
on my way�察 �with a pleasure sincere and unmingled。 Life is beautiful�察�
Eustace�察�entrancing�察�enchanting to look at�察�As are the streets of a city we
pace while the carriage is changing�察 �As a chamber filled´in with
harmonious�察 �exquisite pictures�察 �Even so beautiful Earth�察 �and could we
eliminate only This vile hungering impulse�察 �this demon within us of
craving�察�Life were beatitude�察�living a perfect divine satisfaction。
IX。 Claude to Eustace。
Mild monastic faces in quiet collegiate cloisters�此 �So let me offer a
single and celibatarian phrase�察�a Tribute to those whom perhaps you do not
believe I can honour。 But�察 �from the tumult escaping�察 �'tis pleasant�察 �of
drumming and shouting�察�Hither�察�oblivious awhile�察�to withdraw�察�of the fact
or the falsehood�察�And amid placid regards and mildly courteous greetings
Yield to the calm and composure and gentle abstraction that reign o'er
Mild monastic faces in quiet collegiate cloisters。 Terrible word�察�
Obligation� �You should not�察�Eustace�察�you should not�察�No�察�you should not
have used it。 But�察 �oh�察 �great Heavens�察 �I repel it� �Oh�察 �I cancel�察 �reject�察�
disavow�察 �and repudiate wholly Every debt in this kind�察 �disclaim every
claim�察 �and dishonour�察�Yea�察 �my own heart's own writing�察 �my soul's own
signature� �Ah�察�no� �I will be free in this�察�you shall not�察�none shall�察�bind
me。 No�察�my friend�察�if you wish to be told�察�it was this above all things�察�This
that charmed me�察 �ah�察 �yes�察 �even this�察 �that she held me to nothing。 No�察 �I
could talk as I pleased�察 �come close�察 �fasten ties�察 �as I fancied�察 �Bind and
engage myself deep��and lo�察�on the following morning It was all e'en as
before�察�like losings in games played for nothing。 Yes�察�when I came�察�with
mean fears in my soul�察�with a semi´performance At the first step breaking
down in its pitiful role of evasion�察�When to shuffle I came�察�to compromise�察�
not meet�察�engagements�察�Lo�察�with her calm eyes there she met me and knew
nothing of it�察 �Stood unexpecting�察 �unconscious。 SHE spoke not of
obligations�察�Knew not of debtah�察�no�察�I believe you�察�for excellent reasons。
X。 Claude to Eustace。
HANG this thinking�察�at last� �what good is it�拭�oh�察�and what evil� �Oh�察�
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what mischief and pain� �like a clock in a sick man's chamber�察�Ticking and
ticking�察�and still through each covert of slumber pursuing。 What shall I
do to thee�察�O thou Preserver of men�拭 �Have compassion�察�Be favourable�察�
and hear� �Take from me this regal knowledge�察 �Let me�察 �contented and
mute�察�with the beasts of the fields�察�my brothers�察�Tranquilly�察�happily lie�察�
and eat grass�察�like Nebuchadnezzar� �
XI。 Claude to Eustace。
Tibur is beautiful�察�too�察 �and the orchard slopes�察 �and the Anio Falling�察�
falling yet�察�to the ancient lyrical cadence�察�Tibur and Anio's tide�察�and cool
from Lucretilis ever�察�With the Digentian stream�察�and with the Bandusian
fountain�察�Folded in Sabine recesses�察�the valley and villa of Horace�此�So
not seeing I sang�察�so seeing and listening say I�察�Here as I sit by the stream�察�
as I gaze at the cell of the Sibyl�察�Here with Albunea's home and the grove
of Tiburnus beside me��* Tivoli beautiful is�察 �and musical�察 �O Teverone�察�
Dashing from mountain to plain�察 �thy parted impetuous waters�察 �Tivoli's
waters and rocks�察�and fair unto Monte Gennaro ��Haunt�察�even yet�察�I must
think�察�as I wander and gaze�察�of the shadows�察�Faded and pale�察�yet immortal�察�
of Faunus�察�the Nymphs�察�and the Graces��。 Fair in itself�察�and yet fairer with
human completing creations�察 �Folded in Sabine recesses the valley and
villa of Horace�此�So not seeing I sang�察�so nowNor seeing�察�nor hearing�察�
Neither by waterfall lulled�察�nor folded in sylvan embraces�察�Neither by cell
of the Sibyl�察�nor stepping the Monte Gennaro�察�Seated on Anio's bank�察�nor
sipping Bandusian waters�察�But on Montorio's height�察�looking down on the
tile´clad streets�察�the Cupolas�察�crosses�察�and domes�察�the bushes and kitchen´
gardens�察�Which�察�by the grace of the Tibur�察�proclaim themselves Rome of
the Romans�察 �But on Montorio's height�察 �looking forth to the vapoury
mountains�察�Cheating the prisoner Hope with illusions of vision and fancy�察�
´ But on Montorio's height�察�with these weary soldiers by me�察�Waiting till
Oudinot enter�察�to reinstate Pope and Tourist。
* domus Albuneae resonantis�察 �Et
praeceps Anio�察 �et Tibuni lucus�察 �et uda Mobilibus
pomaria rivis
XII。 Mary Trevellyn to Miss Roper。
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Dear Miss Roper��It seems�察�George Vernon�察�before we left Rome�察�said
Something to Mr。 Claude about what they call his attentions。 Susan�察�two
nights ago�察 �for the first time�察 �heard this from Georgina。 It is SO
disagreeable and SO annoying to think of� �If it could only be known�察�
though we may never meet him again�察�that It was all George's doing�察�and
we were entirely unconscious�察 �It would extremely relieveYour ever
affectionate Mary。
P。S。 ��1�� Here is your letter arrived this moment�察�just as I wanted。 So
you have seen him��indeed�察 �and guessed��how dreadfully clever� �What
did he really say�拭�and what was your answer exactly�拭�Charming��but wait
for a moment�察�I haven't read through the letter。
P。S。 ��2�� Ah�察�my dearest Miss Roper�察�do just as you fancy about it。 If
you think it sincerer to tell him I know of it�察�do so。 Though I should most
extremely dislike it�察�I know I could manage。 It is the simplest thing�察�but
surely wholly uncalled for。 Do as you please�察�you know I trust implicitly
to you。 Say whatever is right and needful for ending the matter。 Only don't
tell Mr。 Claude�察 �what I will tell you as a secret�察�That I should like very
well to show him myself I forget it。
P。S。 ��3�� I am to say that the wedding is finally settled for Tuesday。
Ah�察 �my dear Miss Roper�察 �you surely�察 �surely can manage Not to let it
appear that I know of that odious matter。 It would be pleasanter far for
myself to treat it exactly As if it had not occurred�此�and I do not think he
would like it。 I must remember to add�察�that as soon as the wedding is over
We shall be off�察�I beli
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